please kill me.
i think i'm gonna die of coughing and stress and everything !!!

Yea, i seriously hate facebook's new layout. Pissed me off. like so confusing please. Why must they keep changing. WHen i just got used to new layout, they change it again. and i have nothing to do on facebook anymore.

Anyway, Today i finally managed to get some time to go out for some shopping. But it was only a short period of time before to had to head to another place.

but overall, baby was the one shopping all the way, i didnt even get anything mann. hahas. i was like accompanying him. And it was damn fun =D I seriously love shopping for guy clothes man. It's like so many choices and didnt really need to try it on.

We wanted to go bugis, but ended up going to somerset cause we wanted to find B's sister. but when we reached there, we found out that she was working at bugis instead. hahas. so we continued shopping lo. from 313 to orchard central and ion.

and baby in the end got many stuff mann. 2 tees from cotton on and his fav jeans and a damnnn cute top from topman. haha. i love it =D his size totally can wear anything, don even need to try lo. How i wish girls were like this, so changing rooms wouldnt be so packed.

okay, so we started camwhoring while waiting for the peeps to get new pieces =D

Okay, he liked this pic, and i dont know why. Goodness.

And i made him try this jacket, and i really like it mann. Can suit my biker jacket i got for chinese new year. But didnt get it in the end though.


And At around 6plus 7pm, we went to meet B's parents and brother and headed to his cousin's 21st birthday =D Almost his whole maternal side of the family was there ba. And i felt damn scared please, like the first time seeing them and stuff. And they kept saying that we look alike, awkwardd. hahas.

I really wish i had a big family like that, has siblings to joke with, aunties to gossip to and cousins to bully. If my family would to be like this,my life would be awesome. I just really wish to have family members near my age, my closest cousin's like in melbourne taking his doctorate -_- I have a boring life....

Oh man, i have to slp now. it's like 6am again. and gonna wake up later do my work !!! WOoots. doubt i can slp again though. and i think i have insomnia. Sad.i can only slp when the sun comes out which is around 7am plus. GOODNESS !

I'm finally left with 2 more assignments before SP4 !

And so, since my hardisk cant open and cant do my homework, i can blog now =D Anyway, authoring today sucks. i think i will flunk lo.

i really wanna thank baby ehh, for staying up late with me just to help me with my assignments and studying of tests. I seem to understand better after he explain =D random; i'm so gonna take digital photography next year =D

And like a few days ago, it was our 8th monthsary ! donno why i keep thinking that it was 9 months haha. i think we're together for like so long that i don count anymore =D I love it so much that we don quarrel much =D

for our 8th monsary, baby brought me to eat sakae after school =D and shopping tomorrow !!!!

my favourite japanese food. Yummy !~~~

baby's set meal =D
Love the food ! =D Enjoyed every moment with him =D


And like last sunday, i was actually doing project at janice house and i managed to finish fast and coincidentally, Bayfay and Denden asked me out ! okay loo. so like denden met me at amk and we headed to orchard to meet bayfay.

and she had braces ! thats why she's called bayfay. Wooo~ we had dinner and talked ALOT. seriously alot. i dont understand hw we got so much to talk about. It's like never ending. seriously.

And we camwhored before we wenthome. BayFay damn suay man. when she went home, she saw someone commit suicide!


And on 15 Jan, i went shopping with shiyi, jasmine and mummy =D bf, bff and mummy. hahas. I really wanna thank them for accompanying to buy my clothes lo. they didnt really buy much but accompanied me instead. so sweet right !!! love them laaa =D

Yeaaaa. that was such a fun day. i so wanna go shopping again =D i think i going with baby tml =D hope i could wake up early lo. though now already like 4am again. and tml no school ! until tues =D but have to hand in lots of assignment on friday and marketing test on wed. and i really hope i don fail authoring or i'l have ot retale authoring test also.

Twitter is fun! Facebook is nothing anymore. twitter is like mass random convos. especially when we twit with each other when we are like just right next to each other thank you.

and my grp is chosen for the public presentation at emily hills. shall talk more about this another time. i wanna go watch my cable already =D i'll try to blog again soon =D

Today i finaly managed to go out with mummy. Its been so long since we went out or even ME. it's been so long since i went out. everyday just have to rush assignments and projects and test coming up. Damn sian please !

So like today i was supposed to go shop with mummy to buy her clothes cause she wouldnt have time anymore for the next few days or weeks till CNY.

I was supposed to wake up at 12pm but i woke up at 5pm instead. so instead of going china town, we headed to tampines mall instead lo... And we went to eat fish and co. =D

AND i used hazel's cam today =D and her cam was so much more awesome than mine ! THANKS HAZEL ASS. hahahas =D and i'm really sorry for putting your camera into your shirt mann. and i really feel damn regretful about it la !!!! =[[

I think mummy look kinda like me here ehh.

The seafood platter wasnt that nice though. The prawn wasnt fresh cause it couldnt be peeled from the shell. and the fish was cold and the sotong was tasteless.

but i still love the fish =D

Mummy was trying her clothes=D

Okay, i look emo here. But i likey. hahhaas =D

And we headed to hagen daz after that =D

Chocoholic? i think thats what its called =D

I know this is Mango Tango. hahas, still wondering why there's chocolate in MANGO tango...


It was awesome, for now. but i have to sleep soon. so much more to do tml. got IDES project video. hope it goes well enough for me to go off early. and have to overnight to do Authoring man. Please god, give me some clues on authoring or i'll die damn miserably...

Okay, i know my eighteen birthday was like so long ago but i didnt have time till now to blog and load it mann~

Been busy with schoolwork EVERY single day. still have projects and coding to do this weekend. I really wonder when i can shop for my chinese new year clothes. Though i already got some, but not enough eh. Shoes and bags not even ready yet!

This is my birthday invitaition card =D I either gave them out or mailed them by post =D It's like a card size stuff lo. I super love the design and everyone still has it in their wallets. They'll remember me forever !!! =D

Alrighty, i celebrated my 18th birthday earlier than the actual day. Cause on the actual day, all the pits are booked. So 29th was a nice day =D

I booked PIT18 !! Cause i'm like 18 duhhh~ \

Before we headed to the BBQ pit, baby and jasmine arrived at my house first with my present. I big box with many thousands of black hearts in it. Damn many i tell you. dont know how jasmie have the patience to do it. When i actually open the box, Stupid baby put his ipod in with this itouch sticker on it. and when i looked at it, it had soooo many scratches at the back la, think i dumb? hahas.

Anyway, i really wanna thank them for getting me this present which i really love mann ! Best gift ever !! Please

We reach there rather early at around 5plus 6pm? and the sky was getting rather dark. like seriously. Even most of my friends say it may rain. So, jasmine and i kept jumping around and praying to not rain that day. And it seriously didnt rain and it was a fantastic weather that day. Damn awesome.

Jasmine skipped school just to accompany me prepare my birthday stuff, isnt she just the sweetest ??? and baby and mummy for preparing all the stuff for me!!

Jiahui came like for awhile nia, pass me the present and have to go le.

And after that, baby's friends came over. They're like the greatest friend anyone could have lo. They helped with starting of the fire and stuff and like are the ones who cooked all the way man. Without them, i dont know how my BBQ will go lo.

Anyway, that night was great and i really would like to thank everyone for turning up =D

Thanks everyone for making my 18th birthday BBQ an awesome one =D

I really Love the mango birthday cake which baby bought =D It's really VERY VERY DELICIOUS ! just looking at it makes me hungry already. Oh mannnn ~

My baby and I, he means everything to me =D

Shiyi's family and mummy =D

Baby's awesome friends! Thanks so muchhh !!!!!

Awesome CMI friends !!! Thanks so much for coming mann ~

The crazy Asses ! They're such sweetheart ! noisest people on earth also =D Love them so much !!

My girls for the night =D

My Copit group members !! When the earthquake goes BOOMZ !!

They made me this card =D i look like hazel in that cut-out -_-

People ~ Can i be on youtubeee ~ I'm not allowed.

Farida's niece ! isnt she just soooo cute !!

Cmi guys =D Weeeeeeeeeeee ~ Thanks guyssss =D

Presents for the day. I realise that i have no more place to put stuff at home anymore. I don mind getting an iPad for my next birthday =D hahas .

okayyyy ~ nth to say about this. Paparazzi !!! WOooo ~ Thanks guys for staying over with me. Great night though =D

vanilla Vodka and bacardi for the night =D

The drunkest and reddest guy there =D

polariods for the day !

that was an awesome day and i cant stop thanking people. Cause i'm really very greatful =D

check out more photos HERE!! =D

It's like 6am now already ! Gotta go slp man. Have to meet hazel shing and janice later.

It's been a long time since I last blog man. Haven been seriously damn busy! So many Projects and homeworks to do.

All we do is try not to fail.

Yesterday, I woke up at a miracle time of 8am. Cause like I usually sleep at 7am for many many days now. Sometimes I don't even sleep. But yet I think I'm just not used to it and slept again at 10am till 4pm and headed for school.

Today, I went to school like 15mins before it ends and so I didn't go in lo.... Damn sian please.

Hi everyone! havent been blogging for the longest of time.

I've been Choinging my homework for many days mannn. So much work yet so lil time.In fact, i managed to do the "blog" within like 2 days, which includes design and coding lo. When it was given like 1month to do? Oh man, i always do things last min =\ which seriously makes me damn stress about stuff.

So many things happened mann.

Anyway, on a side note, I feel weird going to my boyfriend's house cause like i have nothing to say to his family except "Hello" and thats it lo =\ How i wish i was much more outspoken, but i aint. Wonder if anyone out there can help me.... I don wanna like ask stuff like "Have you eaten?" Cause i feel that it's lame?

Anyway, On monday 11Jan, was jasmine Loo's birthday!!! Cant imagine she's like 19 already and i just turned 18. NOT FAIRRRR ~ but it's okay, i feel younger though. hahas. When i was 17, i always anted to be 18 so i wont be so restricted. but when i'm 18, i wanna stay like this forever =D Seriously. Don't wanna turn 20 man, like starting with number 2 eh ! like so old siaaa. Okay, enough of it.

jasmine's 19th birthday was super cool and warmth.

Before that, i wanted to go get driving licese with diana, but like when we reach there, it was closed -_- we were only 2 minutes late for goodness sake. We even ran and "gan chiong-ed" lo ! So diana came over and we talked and talked and blew balloons for jasmine's birthday =D

Like a mini party ehh =DLove the colors in the balloon lo. and like got some ballons still floating around in the house. Damn like following me lo, hahhaas !

And after that at night, B and i went over to jasmine's mini party. Her family was so sweet and nice =D
We started off with having mini korean BBQ. and the food was damn delicious. Her mum makes great food !! i also want that thing to cook the stuff lo, then i can make sausage prata at home. WOo

This is the present i bought for her. The most expensive gift i ever got for anyone, that i remember =D and i really like it man, still thinking of getting one for myself too. yea mann.


Jasmine's presents, and they are all freaking PINK! Even the holga i gave her also pink.


Cutting cake time! It was also her father's birthday too =D bet when jasmine was born, it was her father's greatest gift =D What an awesome father she has, how i wish mine was half as good.


Cam-Whoring timeee. We Are awesome.

Cant wait to watch how i met your mother's new episode =D

Jasmine's birthday was a blast and i'll upload my birthday stuff soon too. as i got it from jasmine already !!! Wait for itttt ~

Hai Pai tian Xin was super nice, i swear ! I cried while sitting in the train and while waiting for the bus lo, felt so stupid. Watch episode 10 and you'll know. Damn the show, make me look ridiculous.

After finishing my work , i'll be able to go shopping with baby, mummy and bestie le. Cant wait! I wanna buy that half price jacket before people gets it man ! Wait for meeeeeeee !!!

School has been rather stress man. And it's only the first week for goodness sake.

Even came back from a school project.

Sidetrack into happy stuff, i bought jasmine's birthday present. Hope she likes it mann, Cause i really like it la! Even thought of getting one for myself too =D

And on wednesday which was a few days before, we celebrated yesheng's birthday at NYNY =D First time book place for so many people at a restaurant man, like 24 people ehh!

And i'm so glad they all like the birthday card i made for him looo =D

Awesome or what ! Sexyyyyy ~ =D So proud of my work ! Anyway, he's single and available mannn. Any girls out there want him can contact me. hahahas =D


We had 3 tables and this was the couple table =]


The Birthday boy =D acting like the pic =.0


Cake smashing timeee =D Not successful though -_-


The cutest baby and her mummy =D


The baby girl likes the poster mannn, keeps staring at it =D


They look so gay here laaa ! the "mummy" and "daddy".



Group pic =D

Hope he had fun mannn ~

Gotta go chiong now le. Or maybe have to sleep.

My wish for the day : some car would to bang me and i land in hospital for a whole week so that i would not be feeling like dying now. Stressed till siao. Everything has not been going well. More and more stress on me, people and homework are really stressing me out. and i hate it.

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School has been Bloody busy. Pimples coming back lo! And have been sleeping at 6am for the past few weeks. Damn sad. and stupid B also accompany me also 6am most of the time loo.. Thanks so much man.

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Thanks SOOoo much mann !!!
Oh mann. Will love you sooo much laaa !!!

You're the best mummy anyone would ever have la. And the Funnest one too!

Though you're always scolding and nagging but i know it's good for me la. So i'll give you permission to nag the whole day on your birthday =D I won't answer back mann =D at least i'll try. hahas !


We surprised mummy with a cake after the pizza came. Sweet baby went to buy the cake before he come =D

Ate so many cakes recently lo. Christmas cake, my 3 birthday cakes(1 still in the fridge) and mummy's birthday cake. Omg, i'm starting to like mango cake more than black forest now =D hahas!

The Awesomes =D
The Person i love so muchhh =D

Camwhored a lil =D

The cutest and craziest baby =D

I think we look damn xin fu here =D

And this photo makes us super lookalike mann ~ maybe is the eyes and smile ba =D

The 3 roses that grows prettier everyday mann =D

needa go rush my work now mann. Haven start on dynamic web though. =\

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone !!

i shall start the post with fireworks, like diana =D
Very inspiring isn't it ? =D

it's a brand new year, thus it's the start of a brand new beginning =D

Every new year eve i would say that the year is bad and hopes for a better next year, and however when that year is going to end, we'll say the same thing again =D

Actually 2009 was a great year for me though, eliminating all the bad things that happen, great things happened too !

I got together with baby in 2009. And today marks our 7monthsary ! Isn't it fast, and every minute spent with him wasn't a waste at all. Actually we see each other almost everyday though we stay at both ends of singapore, cck and bedok. Cause we're from the same class duhhh ~ He always makes me happy and we're AWESOME. This is the greatest thing that happened to me in 2009 =D and it makes me forget how sucky 2009 actually was.

and 2009 is the year i finally turn 18, yesterday. Last one to turn 18, how sad. Nonetheless, it was still awesome, it was so long since i actually had a BBQ celebration. I think the last one was when i was in Sec 1? And it actually turned out great! Tthe weather was like actually gonna rain and even felt a few drops. but we kept praying and a miracle happened, it didnt rain at all and all of us had fun! Really wanna thank all those who came and those who stayed over and DIANA for sacrificing her sleep and head to work after the stayover. p.s I love seeing people get drunk and high! Had 2 alcohol as birthday present and keep pouring for people as i wanted them to get high. hahas =D though diana didnt even drink a sip, siann. or we'll see baboon backside!!

And i got to know super great friends in 2009, not forgetting the old everlasting friends =D


31st Dec was the actual day of my birthday though some thought it was 29th cause i celebrated on that day =D

The day started quite boring and abit sucky though.

It happened like this, the night before, which was 30th dec, i spotted a baby lizard behind my desk and was afraid that it'll get into my ear and mummy sprayed insecticide, 5am in the darn morning. So the whole room spell of insecticide and i couldn't get to sleep as i was coughing all the way. So i slept in the living room and woke up 12pm with baby knocking on the door and i got a bad backache due to sleeping on the sofa.

But baby brought his handmade breakfast and even massaged my back, it brighten up my day =D and was also surprised by them with a lil cake =D

The sweet cake which came with the song which i didnt feel awkward as i was with the people i love =D

This is baby's handmade breakfast for me.

The two people who means the world to me =D


And actually denise sms-ed me saying she'll be coming over with diana at around 2plus and asked me to wait. I was super happy, and even got ready and changed by 2pm to wait for them. So baby and i waited and waited and we eventually forgone our haagen-dazs plans.

At 4plus, i couldn't wait and was thinking of going out as i didn't wanna spent my day at home doing nothing lo. And i received a message saying that they weren't coming anymore cause something cropped up and wanted to meet some other time instead. I was so shocked, i seriously wanted to cry mannn. You wouldn't know i reacted unless you were there.

When i was like shouting FUCK ! i suddenly hear 2 girls singing out-of-tune birthday song and i realised i was fooled. Those idiot! Din't know whether to laugh or cry. I eventually cried la. So dumb, crying on my birthday again, but in a happy way though. So happy to see them =D Those 2 idiot was like running all the way to my house and even video-ed it down.



They bought a strawberry cake =] Love them so much laaa ! though they're like so irritating =D I had a super fun day bitching with them and we stayed home till 10pm before going out ! Dint know we had sooo much things to talk about mann till we forgot about the time.

So i eventually had 2 cakes =D

the 3 flowers representing all 3 of us =D

and so after that, i decided that i didnt wanna stay home to celebrate new years eve. So decided to head down to esplande area to watch the fireworks. And we managed to squeeze our way to the padang way there were lots of spaces and super windy. By then, it was 10minutues away to 01.01.2010 =D



SO the last and first 2 people i saw was Diana And Shiyi B !! Love you guys laaaa =D The fireworks were awesome and it really made the trip there worthwhile =D Last few moments of 2009 were spent with a blast =]

After the countdown, we headed over to lau pa sat and had our 1st ever supper of the year! And caught the last train over to WeiYang's house!


My awesome friend of 7years! 3 more years and DDE would celebrate 10years of friendship, no boyfee could beat that!

We gambled over at weiyang's house and for the first time ever when i am 18, first ever "ban-ban" in blackjack. Not once but twice =D and a few times of "Ban-luck" also! hahas. and Obviously we won a lil money, What a great way to start the new year =D And i went home at around 6plus in the morning from CCK ! hahas.

click here for more pictures of that awesome day =D

Love my life =D and thanks baby for being there for me no matter what and taking all my crap !!

Will blog again after i receive the BBQ pics from jasmine loooooo =D

Like i'm finally 18 yrs old after everyone.

I had a wonderful time yesterday mann =D And i super love the itouch jasmine, shiyi and his friends gave me =D

Really wanna thank everyone for coming mann and making my day. You guys rock la !

and my cutest baby sang me the birthday song at midnight! so sweet =D

i shall upload BBQ pics as soon as i get them from jasmine =D